The 26th year.

Today I turned 26.  Don't ask me how I feel about that, because I don't actually know yet.  On one hand, I feel soooo old.  And yet on the other hand, I feel as though there is no way that I could be that old.  I'm mean, just yesterday...  I don't know.  But, I don't know.

That is how I feel about today.  

My 25th year has been one of the hardest, most painstakingly long, gruesome years ever.  I am so glad that it is over.  

When I blew out my candles today, I didn't have a specific wish in mind... And yet I did. 

That is the confusion of the 26th year I believe.  

Happy birthday to me.