Thursday, June 30, 2011


I like facebook.
I think its a pretty cool tool to keep in touch with your friends.
There are also some pretty cool games to waste your time with  play.
And you know how you have those friends that you don't talk to any  more...
Never were really friends to begin with...
And then you were thinking about them one day, and think, oh I want to look them up and see how they are doing...
And then you find out that they deleted you?
Because the only reason you were keeping in touch with them was because every so often you wanted to stalk them see what they were up to.
I'm not gonna lie... I have been ruthless in getting rid of people I don't want clogging up my friends list... but when you find out they deleted you...
Its weird.
It's like "they have no right to delete me... just... because..."
I know.
It's weird.
But I'm a tad neurotic...

Also.  On the subject of neurosis...
Nevermind.  I don't want to subject you to that. :)

Monday, June 20, 2011


It's my last day of having wisdom teeth.  Weird.  At least I'm not having all my teeth pulled like my dad did a coupe months ago.
I keep joking with myself that I'm not going to have any more wisdom.
But that can't be true because wisdom is something that is learned more than inherited, or grown (like teeth).
God, in all his infinite wisdom, gave me this life.  I don't understand half the time why it is THIS life, or how I am HERE right now, but I know that it is the right place to be.
It's hard.  My younger brother is getting married.
I moved back in with my parents in January and still haven't found a place to live.
But God said to be here right now.
o I am.
Life sucks' you know?
Buy you're here for a reason.
So make the best of it.

Sunday, June 19, 2011


I got a sunburn more than a week ago that was so bad that it blistered... Then it got a little infected.  Then one of the nurses at work told me to put an antibiotic on it.  So I did.  And now it is half the size that it was.  And because it is healing... I want to scratch.  Badly.  But I won't, mostly because there is a gooey layer of Bacitracin oinment on in and I don't want to get it on my fingers.  Next time I get a sunburn this bad, which knowing me, it won't take long, I will take pictures.  Because really, someone should document what the sun does to a basically albino person.
I started writing the above post last year... and never got around to finishing it... and recently I got another sunburn like that one, but not as bad...  But I didn't take any pictures, partly because it was in a weird spot, and mostly because I didn't remember that I said I would take pictures.
Also, I wrote din't and spell check didn't correct it.

I have a confession

I always made fun of country music.
I thought it was a bunch of hicks singing about their tractors and beer.
Sometimes it is.
But it is so much more.
I am so sorry.  I should never have been so harsh.
It was a slow take over.
It started with Carrie Underwood.  Mostly because she had the same name as me.
Then Taylor Swift started creeping in...  But she was so mainstream that I didn't really notice.
Then The Band Perry.
That was the final straw.
I started listening to a local country station.  It was preset in my car.
Then there was another one preset.
Don't get me wrong, I still listen to the top 40 type music, but I have added to my repertoire of late.  I can not tell you how hard it was to figure out how to spell repertoire.  I still didn't use it in quite the right context, but it will have to suffice.
I can now listen to the country stations and tell you who it is singing... as long as it is a popular song.
It's weird.
I'm changing.
Whoulda thought?

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I had not intended to wait this long before posting something again... my bad.  I have a couple post in the works that are coming soon!

Thursday, June 2, 2011

I have been trying really hard to be content with where I am at in life.
It's hard though.
I'm trying.
This is hard to write without sounding whiny...
I had expectations for where my life would be at this time.
So far I haven't accomplished, or found what it was that I wanted.
I'm getting there.
Don't get me wrong, I am happy with where I am right now... It's just not where I thought I would be by now.
Not to worry.

This is just a picture from the farm that my dad grew up on... Love!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

I had something

That I was going to write about.  
But I decided that it was pretty heavy, and was unsure as to whether or not I want to share it with blog-land.  Also I don't know who (if anyone) reads this,  and I don't want to shine a negative light on my life...
So yes.
I did paint my finger and toe nails matching pink.  
They are really bright.
Thats all.