Bedtime

I have had an ideal of what my bedding would look like forever.  I know.  It's weird.  When I think of my grown up bed, I have always had a distinct idea of what I wanted.

Like this bed in Sound of Music.  Iron style bed frame, lots of pillows and fluffy blankets.

 This one in You've Got Mail.  Big pillows, fluffy duvet, writing on a laptop whilst in bed, lovely.
 This is what I have ended up with.  Fluffy blankets at the foot of the bed... fluffy pillows.  Iron style bed frame.  That tray is for my laptop.  I think I've finally done it!  I guess that means I'm a grown up now though.  Dang it.

The bed frame is from Ikea, as are both of the down comforters, and the two giant pillows at the back.  The pink blanket is from Target, as is the tray.  The toille is from tjmaxx via my friend that decided she didn't want it any more and the grey sheets are from Kohls.

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I hate new years.  For the simple reason that I don't like the whole making resolutions nonsense.  But I want to make resolutions, but I never know what to resolute.  Is that a word?  It is now.
I get slightly down reading/listening to people wax on about how they completed their 2012 resolutions and making more for 2013.  But I am also happy for them for being able to complete their goals.
Mayhaps someday I will have it together enough to make resolutions.  Right now, not so much.


Sometime in November I thought of something that would be a good resolution, but I can't remember it.  Drat.

15,342,368.678

That is about how many post I have running through my head.
The amount I will actually write?
Unknown.
Things on my mind right now:
- my fingernails are coming off - from a combo o acrylic nails and too much nail polish... I am looking into solutions
- my next semester is annoyingly empty... Several reasons, stories later
- definitely cried in Christmas
- my brother is in Afghanistan
- there are more things but the Internet should only have so many crazies venting on it, not that I'm crazy.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

So a long time ago... I was probably 12... although I can't say that with a lot of certainty.  Anyway.  There was a hairstyle that I really wanted, and I finally found a picture of it.  Except it was the girl on the Hanes Her Way Bikini underwear.  So I didn't want to take that into the salon because it was clearly underwear wrapping.  I thought about just cutting her head out, but I thought the smile she had was super obvious that she was enjoying those cotton bikini's.  So I never did get my hair cut exactly like that because I was embarrassed.  Just now I was playing with my hair and thought, it is now exactly what I wanted all those years ago.  I didn't even have to have someone cut it that way, it has just been growing out and did it on its own.  So there you go.

An update

My last post was pretty dark. I have been so sick and tired of hurting! I went to the doctor last week and he gave me new meds (Lyrica) for my sciatic pain in my leg. So far I have been pretty impressed that I has been working. Right now my leg is hurting because I shopped all morning, and in turn I am paying for it now. I also didn't bring my purse... Which had the ibuprofen in it. Dang.
I also had an MRI last week and it was confirmed that I have a herniated disc in my lower back. The doc said he could see the nerve root being pinched, and that was what was giving me the sciatica. So I got a referral to the pain clinic, and on dec 4th I go in for an epidural. I have high hopes that this will help. I have been reading up on it and an epidural combined with physical therapy and not doing anything overly hard, that should help me heal.
If you prayed, thank you so much. I would have loved for the doctor to just fix me somehow... But this solution works well for now.

I have been dealing with a problem with my back for a while. I have a herniated disc that has been tolerable for the last few months. And by tolerable I mean I can work, sort of. I had been getting a lot better, and then all of the sudden a couple weeks ago it got really bad again. Yeah my back hurts... But it is also affecting the sciatic nerve in my leg. Initially it my leg was numb but that got better. Now all of the sudden my leg hurts. Like a Charlie horse x10. It's so bad that only sleep 4-5 hours at a time. And I love sleep. And I work overnight. So as you can imagine I am a mess. Pleas pray for me... That God can heal me, or at least give me sleep. Sitting, standing, laying down all hurt. Please pray!!!

I know I've said this before...

Yup. That's how I feel about hashtags on facebook.