Balance

I have this weird thing about being even on both sides of my body.
I have three peircings and a tattoo on my left side... and only two peircings and no tattoos on my right.  Until recently, I suppose... I got my nose peirced about 4 weeks ago.
So that leads me to the tattoo... I have been ITCHING to get another tattoo for about 6 months now.  But I am afraid to get something that I will regret.  I have a design in mind... and a place to put it... now I just need the guts... no not guts... something to get it.  Does that make sense?
That is the balance I need... because I am unable to find balance anywhere else in my life right now.
Lovely, isn't it?